Monday, July 7, 2008

Sleepless

Well, it is lunch time on Monday in my son's birth country.
Time to get those July referrals processed...
please...

I'm not sleeping well these days. I'm up late at night hoping my friends travelling to bring their sons home will update a flickr account or send a quick "attached to a toddler one armed email". I'm feeling desperate for photos of new mommies out and about with their darling sons held tight.

I close my eyes and see sweet baby faces. I have a slide show on repeat in my brain. Sights I haven't seen personally but that I have memorized from the photo collections of those that have gone before me. Smiling nanny faces, swinging hammocks and the darling face of a tiny baby.

I'm ready. Two years ago this month my homestudy was complete. I'm ready.

3 comments:

Jules and Danny said...

The time is coming!

Anonymous said...

IT will be here before you know it! But I understand what you are saying. Enough of the wait "gimmee my baby"..very soon I am sure!

Kelli said...

Oh my gosh- it will be soon! Can't wait for your big day.